Saturday, June 24, 2006
so i'm back. i'm kinda freaking out. i'm' straying and i know it but i refuse to talk to God about it and I know it's Satan not letting me do that.. is not doing QT straying? i'm not sure myself:D i don't understand what God wants to do with me now.. i mean i was.. no, i AM so ready to give up everything for Him but it's now that he wants me to concentrate on my studies? i mean.. what???? i guess that's His will for me.. doesn't sound too exciting. and i keep forgetting, everything i "can" do..It's not me.. it's Him. He's the one helping me to do well He's the one helping me NOT get through to NJ and if i do.. He'll be the one to help me get through as well. and my talent at playing e piano.. singing.. that's from Him too. It's all about you Jesus. It's all about You.
Child of God;
10:49 PM