Saturday, January 20, 2007
hiiiiiiiiiiii!!!! wow it's been a loooong time since i've blogged!! rocking out with Brian Littrell now! best cd we ever got ka jenny! thanks!!!! so a new year's begun again and so many things have changed.. friends, school, teachers, classes, cca.. but i think it's been relatively good lah. i mean there's lots that i don't like about AC and about starting anew again, but i know it can only make me grow up, so yes, it's been good. let me start with my main New Year's resolution. yes, it took me this long to figure it out but i've finally decided. This year, i want to be thankful and thus joyful ALWAYS, in every circumstance. it sounds quite impossible at this point but.. "the joy of the Lord is my strength"! i know it's gonna be a tough year, but i think this is God's aim for me as well. so.. about AC. orientaion was actually quite tough on me. the first few days, it was quite hard making friends, but i kinda expected it cause i've never been very good at making friends.. everyone in my og is kind of from different worlds so we all had to get through quite a few awkward silences but through it all God has been so good! on Friday (3rd day of school) i joined the Christian Fellowship (it's a cca!) for morning prayer and we all prayed for the OGs and for bonding and stuff and Friday was so so much better! made more friends so the Saturday campfire was really fun! never knew how much having friends could make my day. got quite nicely dirty and muddy during the games, but being the nerd i unfortunately am i really couldn't wait for the lectures and classes! hehe. so after a whole lot of deliberation i'm taking H2 math,chem,econs, KI H1 physics. i know, i'm crazy right? :D i just wanted to try everything out before i make my decision in 2 months.. one thing that's really quite disgusting in AC though is that everyone, esp e guys are REALLY vulgar. it's like nothing to them.. so it's been quite trying having to keep filtering all e bad stuff out. like on e first class table i ever sat at, a swear word was carved on it and beside it was the reflection of the same word. nice. i just got my class on wednesday.. and GUESS WHO'S IN MY CLASS???? KARYN!!!!!! i know!! partners forever. :D GUESS WHO ELSE???? CLARE!!!!! yea.. i'm super blessed! there's also this guy Abraham from my church who's in my class too so as i said before.. God's been so so good. i got into AC choir! and i know it's gonna be tough but i can't wait for e first practice! it's gonna be real soon! i'm really sorry if this entry has been a bit.. um.. weird.. cause i was really sick this morning and i accidentally took my mom's really really powerful expensive medicine including mine.. (it was in e same bag!!:)) so i'm still suffering from the side-effects although my sickness has really decreased. just feeling so heavy, lethargic and a little dizzy. so anyway.. time to start making friends all over again cause i've got about 21 people in my class i still don't know. i'm just so so tired.. not like sleepy tired though. i've just had so many things to do this week. so many sacrifices i've had to make, so many decisions, so much confusion as to what God wants me to do. and now this sickness.. i'm exhausted. 3 things i think God's been speaking to me about though. 1. He will guide me through everything, i don't need to worry 2. keep smiling, keep being thankful 3.He will give me rest, just keep trusting in His unsurpassing peace. so not much has happened at school yet.. and when it gets more interesting i promise to post some more.. i'm gonna try and put up two or three songs (by Brian of course!) that are really close to my heart so go check em out people! (if i ever manage to get em up :)) FRIENDS, i love you all so so so much!!! i WILL see you guys soon! ummmmuah!
Child of God;
4:19 AM
