Tuesday, February 20, 2007
hey ya'll!!!! (sorry can't do it as well as sindhuja :D) wow it feels so good to just be able to sit here and blog. my weeks have been so so so tiring. it's mostly because of choir. i mean it's fun, but it's so so so much practice and training!!!!! i feel quite inadequate in choir alot of e time. i mean to have all these perfect-pitched, sight-singing genius, confident friends for choir mates is super terrifying. i'm not quite sure i'm cut out for AC choir after all. but i'm just gonna continue anyway.. who knows, i might learn something out of it all eventually. i think what i really need to do now is to stop caring about what e people around me think and just try and improve myself. unfortunately that's not e easiest thing for self-conscious me to do :p. i just realised how long i haven't posted for! haha! well i'm in a new class now and i feel so so blessed cause they're really really nice people who finish their homework!!!! wooohooo! yah AC has been a good refreshing start to the year and i'm glad i'm here, however tiring it is. prabs came to AC!!!! haha! so now we've been to each other's schools! and i think one thing i felt (prabs probably did too) is that both our schools are just so suited for each other and it wouldn't have made much sense if either of us was in the other's school. we don't need each other as much as we did in crescent eh?? i think God's just been so good to us. to give us e same psle agg and everything! i personally really needed prabs with me after fairfield in crescent, to keep me on track and bring me back to my senses! :D and His timing for us to take our different paths has just been so good, e transition from 2S2 to our different classes and then eventually to different schools. thank God for prabs!!! thank God for sindhuja and sarah!!! i really needed them in sec3 and 4, we were such a posse/clique however much we tried to deny it and socialise :) you guys were such wonderful company, people i knew i could always stick with and that would stick with me. God's blessed me with friends that are so like me!! and so so LOYAL. thank you guys :) i think i'm really prone to complaining about my present circumstances and i forget how wonderfully amazing my life has been.sindhuja! i love hearing about your texas life!!(esp cause mine's nowhere as exciting:) [see how i complain!!]) you know WHAT?? you should start writing a journal/book about your life there. how it's different from asian life, their morals or practices or fitting in or e assumptions we have about western living that are totally wrong and all that!! seriously. and make your own personal book! hehe. well i've gotta go and practice my choir songs. promise i'll try my best to post as often as possible! love you all lots lots lots friends and family!! (p.s. shaks if you're reading this, thanks for e super organic chocolate and fun filled weekend :D love you much!)
Child of God;
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