Sunday, July 01, 2007
hello everyone!!! they're officially OVER!!!! wooooooooohoooooooooooooo!!!! yea! feels soooo good! i feel better now than i did after my Os actually :D haha! well school's starting again tomorrow! seems so surreal! oh well.s it's back to studying again. sometimes i wish eating could be like studying. i mean you get breaks like june holidays and dec holidays to not study and relax.. and eventually at some point allt hese lectures and exams will end!!! wouldn't it be nice if we had little holidays when we could stop constrainng ourselvess and eat whatever we want and no gain weight??? NICE. yes i'm a pig. fine! anw i have two things to update on!! 1 was my eventful taxi ride to e band concert!! hahaha! it was e craziest thing. on e 20th i was supposed to go for this band concert at vch right but SURPRISINGLY enough i totally forgot! :D and so i ended up having to take a cab from e jurong east library. and well i only had like 9 bucks so i took 4 bucks from Prabs assuming 13'd be enough... yea you can guess e end but e thing is while i was in e taxi i was so sure that there was enough so i was comfotably sitting there hoping to get there quickly.. so we're around queenstown and i look at e meter -10.00 and i thought ok maybe might make it.. then i looked closer and i see a little 2dollar surcharge at e corner. NICE i thought. and THEN i started getting really scared cause i've never been in tt kinda situation before without somone waiting for me at my destination stocked with cash :D so i start praying and i just KNEW this was a test of faith. i kept praying that i would have enough money cause my God is a God over the impossible right ? :D and then through all this worrying and prayer God reminded me of how when Jesus fed the 5000 with those 5 loaves and 2 fish there were left over! and i thought maybe God meant i would have more than needed for the ride! that whole taxi ride was quite an experience.. having all those thoughts of reality hitting me while i knew God wasn't contrained by anything and that He could do anything! gosh. i'm so serious when i say when i checked my wallet i exactly only had 13.80 in it!! i'm SO serious. and the when is aw e meter hit 13.50 i started telling e uncle that i couldn't pay definitely and could he drop me off at an mrt station? i felt like God had let me down. anyway this driver couldn't seem to understand me so he kept driving beyond e 13.80 mark and check my wallet agina.. who knows why! and AMZINGLY i found a 1.40 more!!! can you believe it! i thought i was gonna faint! but well it still wasn't enough in e end. but e unclke insisted he got me there and when i got here i apologised profusely and emptied my wallet into his hands. and then he refused to take it from me!!! he kept tyring to shove $2 back into my hands cause he said i should have some money with me to go home!!! SO SWEET RIGHT????? i mean i owed him quite alot of money at e end (but i don't know how much cause that sweet man switched off his meter half way!:)) and then i just kept thinking about all that happened and i could see so clearly what God was telling me (and all e more clearly now) Basically God was telling me never to lose faith in Him and never to lose hope even when what i ask for doesn't happen! cause God knows best! but to just trust that God will save me in ANY situation! but it's up to Him how He does that. you know when i saw those extra coins in my wallet it was like God telling me He could do that if He wanted to.. and Him bringing that memory of that story COULD have been because i'd have money left over, but that's not how He planned the end! although He had the power to do it, He didn't, cause He is God and He knows best and He had sometinhg else planned! yea! God is amazing! all this is making me think i had better write in thanking that taxi driver soon! i'm sure it's part of God's plan! maybe that's why it had to end like that! either way! God's always in control and i thank You my Lord and my God!there's no one like You! i think this post is a tad too long! i shall post abt my tamil oral next time then! toodles! :D
Child of God;
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